Monday, 13 June 2011
started

Saturday, 28 February 2009
contr

Friday, 13 February 2009
uncovered
******* recently alot happened, i have so much work commitments and i am so busy. i neglected my wife and baby. however, to me , life is so monetary. Friends , family, whoever they may be, all looked at u differently. Just life the fisherman sons, the son that brought home the bigger fish is always favoured more. I cannot live simply. i have never lived from paycheck to paycheck. From young i have lived in luxury and lavished with the ultimates of life. When i am unable to fufill my appetite for these luxury is not fufilled, i always go waywards. Always on the wrong side of the law. People who found out what i was doing told me i was a faker, a person who wears a mask. BUt why do i have to tell you what i do?? i am human too, i would like u to look at me as a regular guy. Why do i have to say what i do behind the curtains? i don get it. I am also partying so much more than u should. i must slow down. my liver cant take it. 
Monday, 24 November 2008
death
Many things happened recently: First things first, i joined a close friend to open a factory. And yes, i am working 2 jobs. marine Inspector and also running the startup of this business. its not that i need the money but i feel i needed to do some sort of business. Secondly, Jason bought his new BMW 7 series. i totally digg it. Guess what? i signed another policy with Manulife insurance. THEY REJECTED ME this time. I WENT for a medical check up. NO i don have AIDS. but the enzymes in my liver is 6 times above the average person and they are refusing to insure me. I have booked for Ultra sound with a specialist. The doctor was saying it was severe alcohol abuse over a long period of time. And for the first time in my life, I am Afraid. i am scared. What am i to do without getting high? secondly, my health.. i still have a daughter. I have stopped drinking since a week. Jes says its an addiction. I cant fight this tempttion. I am attending church regularly now. I suddenly fear death. I believe God with do his part. I opened 5 bottles of Chivas/Whiskey this 2 weeks alone. I gotta stop this splurging. I still have 1 bottle at Insomnia(Chijmes). i wish i could down it. wish.. wishful part of me.. fast cars.. women.. high..does it reali fufill my life? i reckon. for now.
Tuesday, 30 September 2008
complains

Thursday, 18 September 2008
change car
I have decided to change my car. Call me rash or whatever. I pumped in alot of money into my car already. I had enjoyed my days with Subaru and i am letting my baby go for a bigger project. I want to do major mods on my new car. I am looking at a RX8 Coupe RS
My mum gave me the Green light. Muahahahaha.
I told her my gearbox giving me prom, shud i change car or shud i throw more money in to continue modifying my car.
Mum says: "car spoil must change, don bother to blow yr money away, but wat car u have in mind".
I say:" errrrrrrrrrrrr.. RX8 RS.".
Mum say": Racing Type is it???
I say:" hehe, ya. can anot??".
She say": Up to U.".
Another thing, Jes bought me a MONT Blanc Pen for our anniv. Not to be a mountain tortoise but i have never own a MOnt Blanc pen before. I have 1 watch by mont blanc though.. Its a limited edition pen and its superrrrr gorgeous. I got for her a Burberry Handbag.=)
Monday, 8 September 2008
touch
"are u spoiling her silly ?" , he said as he stirred his coffee. "No at all" I took a mouthful of my porridge before looking back at him . I bought my wife a Gucci belt and a Gucci handbag for "good behaviour" all in this month, i already ordered a Burberry bag for her. Not forgetting her new handphones. I will also be getting her "HTC Touch Diamond" next month. Doubt she will use it, her prada hp & the other phones are lying around at home. My point is, it jus feels so good being able to provide luxuries for her. Maybe this feeling only appeals to guys. Its the satisfaction, the rubbing of the Men's Ego. Material love is also love. Or Do u beg to differ? -My dad and mum is on the verge of seperation, My dad was non-chanlant until he discovered some letters wrote by some guy to my mum. He panicked and was helter skelter, becoming so sticky and prideless. End of story. Dont wanna tap on this too much.- For virgin girls whom do not wan to lose their sacred hymen from being torn by her hormones raging BF, tends to give Excessive Handjobs and Bj without much persuasion. Is it the dignity keeping you from giving in? Does giving head made u feel less guilty ? My gf once quoted, " i strongly think that my mouth is more sacred that my vagina, u can enter me, but i wont suck u." Meaningless taboo. . . 
Monday, 11 August 2008
orgy
----------An orgy (όργιον) was a secret cultic congregation at nighttime in Ancient Greek religion, overseen by an orgiophant (a teacher or revealer of secret rites).[1] In modern parlance an orgy may refer to an event involving group sex.
Tuesday, 5 August 2008
wack
********** 1) i passed my surveyor course and i had a lot of fun drunking after class and getting dizzy in the presence of the australian lecturers during lessons. BUT I STILL PASSED! hahas.
2) We are doing a full team sticker on our cars, TEAM HAZARDOUS. i am so touched and happy that the boys are so united and 'ON' in coming out few hundred dollars each for the designs. Our stickers is done by the famous 'VISION WorkZ'. =)
3) We were at DblO clubbing last saturday and it was a CRAZY night. We got into a big fight. Actually is we whack the fuck out of a few guys. Ambulance came and took the guy and we were remanded for investigations by the police.FUCK! must waste money on lawyer fees again as i still have other pending cases. I reali wonder whats gonna happen.
Wednesday, 25 June 2008
s

******wow, my dream company finally called me up for an interview on monday. But heard from Xiang that its a few interviews before confirmation of hiring. i am going for my Bachelor and also my surveying course all for this job. Anyways, we went clubbing on last saturday and Brown was totally drunk!!! he lost 400dollars and his N95 hp. my wife was totally gone too! she was splurting nonesense and dance like there was no tmr!!!! haha. amazingly i didnt drink much and i send all of them home. Thank jesus for a fun night=)
Wednesday, 18 June 2008
wedd
Saturday, 14 June 2008
speedo

Sunday, 8 June 2008
sss

Alot happened thru the past month. My cousin Jordan whom is older than me by 2 yrs passed away. He was riding his ducati and he met an accident around Bedok. His friend said that when they hold him up, he was already gasping for air, his body was twisted. Doc says that even if he survived, he might have been a vegetable. He died on the way to Hospital. I really miss him and i Tear every single time i think abt our young days. God, you took him too fast, i haven even said gd bye... One day we will meet in Heaven and we will reminisce together..
Thursday, 29 May 2008
sexual

Another, moan you couldn't contain. I bit your stomach. My teeth sink into your sinful cheap skin. I felt your muscles tense up.
What can I expect from a slave ?
You are made to derive pleasure from pain.
My slave, thats what you are now. Your existence only matter, if I was there to abuse you.
Nothing would matter anymore.
But, for nowA mixture, of dominationing and sex.
Thats the concoction you shall be served.Let see, blindfolded, bounded and tied up.
Thursday, 24 April 2008
sss
************** Big James and me has some stupid ideas on the "my friend jokes" And some seems to be like so damn funny. haha. List me some of yrs too if u hav some wacky ideals. - Condoms are not 100% Safe, My friend Atz was wearing one while he was hit by a bus. - Refrain from following Internet Ads. My friend Brown followed one that says: "JAPAN Samurai on SALE!! sLICES Peanuts in an instant. FULL REFUND IF not TRUE!!" My friend Brown tested it and now he has no Father's Day. Give me more yeah=) all thought out by our genius, bored, childish, sex deprived left brain. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- On a more serious note, i will be heading to INDON for my Surveyor Course in JULY. It'll be a week. GUESS fcuking what??? I have enticed the rest of the Guys to FLY in after my exams and PARTY THE FREAKING WEEK in INDON AWAY!!!! WooHoooooooooooOOOoo..... 
Thursday, 17 April 2008
OL
****** I went on a Short Holiday with Jes, couldnt take much leave from my Company so we just head nearby for a short getaway. We were Drunk almost every night and ate the Yummies of ASIA!! haha... A yummy Intercontinental Meal, A drunked Rnb Party or a Hot Sexual Master-Slave Sex in our Cosy Hotel room? Which wud u go for?? I went for ALL!! Last month i Recieved a SMS from this shy quiet bespectacled girl in my office whom i often tease, Jes somehow saw the Message. She freaked out. Content was Explicit . . But seriously she's just a quiet colleague hoping to get laid. So dont belittle those shy females. . they might just be monsters down beneath. . After i came back from holiday, there was this HOT Thai girl in my sub-office that has Large Firm tits and enticing fair long legs, She invited me over to her home privately @ lunch time. We were having a smoke and she suddenly suggested. Damn . i was Stunned. Simply stunned. Trust me when i say HOT. The slit on her skirt was pretty HIGH. I concluded some reasons that may result in this "opportunities" - All my other colleagues are either Graduate Nerds with Bad breath or some Foreign Fat Farts. - The environment is so stressful that it brings out the Steam from the ladies. Office Ladies. Tell me abt it.... but i'm married so no Hanky Panky. Just in the name of fun yeah. God dam Manager Kev can jus Masturbate in the fucking handicap cubicle at lunch time.
Tuesday, 25 March 2008
_PG
The night sprint at Pasir Gudang Track was simply mind-blowing. However, The journey there was even more amazing as there was about 30 Cars convoying together as we hog the roads and rev our engines till we reached our Destination. Mitsubishi club and Subaru Club merge together for a rare Convoy. BY the fucking way, my cousin derrick bought a JDM Honda Accord~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OMG!!! its a thousand times more comfy than a Subaru.
~Team HAZARDOUS~ will react when provoked
My team hazardous, consisting of just a few of my close buddies were in the pack as well. Jeslin got a first hand experience on track, racing with another girl a couple of times. She Loves it. Thrilling!!!!
Monday, 10 March 2008

Friday, 8 February 2008
my true love.

******* 04/02/08 17:27 is the moment my daughter enlightened her pressence in this world. She is gorgeous, she takes after her mother's looks. That beauty deep within has also surfaced thru this few days. . .
At the Hospital, I did not cry upon the delievery, However, I totally uncontrobally broke down upon seeing Jes taking the Jabs of painkillers into her delicate body. I WILL NEVER WANT TO SEE MY Beloved Wife go thru this torture ever again. I respect her so much more.
Our daughter's name is Ezekell Atwell Tay. And its all worth it.
Wednesday, 30 January 2008
********* There's so many things i cant say online, though its my own "private" Blog, its never the case. My friend ask me why do u detest and hate "Them"? I asked him, Do u like strangers u dun even know come in and outta yr house as they please? making a mess and creating trouble? I bet u dun. In my point of view, Singapore is my home. and i am seeing tat right here in my home. 
Wednesday, 9 January 2008
motorist
*********** Yesterday, Monday Blues. 6pm hit the clock and jeslin picked me up from my workplace. As she was negotiating a turn, A motorcycle collided with her!!!!!!! The man in his Fifties was slightly injured, claiming he had broken his hand. I immediately got out of the car and not giving 2 shits abt his injury, i shouted at him and warned him tat jes is pregnant.(i was such an ASS, he was injured pretty rough but still, Jes is pregnant and she was in a shock.) I didnt give him any space to throw his weight around and i urged him to call the Traffic police or ambulance, whatever made him comfortable. Shortly after, traffic police arrived, upon seeing his slight injuries, asked us to settle ourselves. The man knew we werent preys and dumbos so he started shouting at jeslin after the police left. We just drove off without giving a shit. HAHAHA (the thing is tat its a rented car as my subaru is in the garage for modifications.) Its gonna be a whole lot of trouble but accidents always happen. God Bless. Its her 2nd accident so we're much more experienced. Fark U motorists. Get a Car, Or else, take the damn PUBLIC TRANSPORT.
Thursday, 3 January 2008

Tuesday, 11 December 2007
2
***** As expected, i bought my wife the Gucci Handbag. It is very Classy and slick. Most importantly she loves it. Before discount was $1310, not much diff after "Gucci Discount" For Xmas, I bought her a few stuff: -New Nokia Hand Phone -Gucci HandBag -Brought her on a Holiday -Bought an Insurance & Savings Policy under her name Nothing is comparable to the amount of sweat and toll as she carries my daughter in her tummy every day. I love her so much.
Wednesday, 5 December 2007
hp
******* I'll be going on a short holiday on Sunday. I cant wait to get away from work. I just got my wife a new Nokia Phone today, she's been talking about it and i think she really likes it. I'm also going to a GUCCI Sale this Saturday. Courtesy of Jeslin. She says the nokia phone can't qualify as a Xmas Present. ( Yes! i got the Hint.) I guess she's getting back at me for my crazy shopping last week. OooPss! FOR THE RECORD, I LOST 7 kg up till date!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, 25 November 2007
sopping

The Weekend Is WoooOOo HoooOOOo!!! Drunk shit and parties aside, I went shopping yesterday. Or should i say, Major Shopping Spree!!!
I bought 2 tops from ZARA. 1 is a White Short sleeve shirt, simple and Cosy. The other is a polo tee. I went to GAP. Wah, i fell head over heels with the Long Sleeve GAP Logo Tshirt.
I bought polo Tees from CLUB 21 and Armani.
I bought 1 Stripped Shorts and 2 Flashy Top From TopMAn!!
I WAS SO PISSED!! i saw the EXACT same shorts i bought at TOPMAN displayed for Sale at Cotton On. The price is $48!!!! I bought it for $78. Topman Probaly exchanged the Tag and The PRICE. I am serious. TOPMAN is such a Rip Off. Do Avoid landing yr dough there.
Get yr ass to ZARA. Its so much more worth it.
I Bumpeed into Nicole @ WiSMA Atrium. She Still Looked Gorgeous. We catch up a little and she is drinking beer everyday cos she is working at ASIA Pacific Brew. (Tiger Beer Is FREE!)
Nicole, i am so jealous.
I saw Lucinda Leong Shopping too. Her BooBies seemed to have Shrunk.
Debbie was right behind me while i was paying at Armani. I didnt Noticed her till SHe shouted into my ears, "why never ask me go shopping??!!"
(I got a hell of a shock & a whole lot of Debbie's Saliva was in my Ears)
Abyss is the Word.
Wednesday, 14 November 2007
VAN

********** OMG!!! i am partly excited and also in dispair. I am asked to fill the place of a VAN DRIVER as there is shortage of manpower!!! I pulled James in too by the way!! wahhaha.
Friday, 9 November 2007
JEALOUSY!!!!!!!!!!

************** Alright! Call me Jealous !! @!@#$%^(.
Xiang is my gd friend. We love cars and we take every chance we have to test our speed on the roads against each other. Each Modification i do, Xiang will beat me to it. He is from Mitsubishi Sg Club and i am from Subaru Club Sg.
Our cars always hit the speed pretty close. But guess what!? He put in a large HKS turbo !!
Kim called me and dropped the bomb on me! and yes i am petrified. I am gonna smell smoke from his car from now on. (unless i input a large turbo)
his setup cost him $9000.00 . If i wanna win him on the road, its gonna burn my pocket an incredible hole. Or else i am far from even close to him.
LIFE SUCKS! argh!!!!!!!
Wednesday, 7 November 2007
(6th november) Seriously. I really had the time of my life yesterday. It was my birthday and we celebrated at a Las Vegas Lounge. My GAWD! Although it was a small and simple celebration. i was deeply moved by the actions of my close buddies. I was really late as my work hadnt ended. Xiang and kim waited for me at ubi and we sped to our destination. Nigel and the rest was waiting for us there. When i reached there, They open a barrel for me, than nigel ordered a bottle as my present. than came another 3 barrels. We drank and played folly. Sumon's shirt was ripped open by the way. Than xiang and keong disappeared. I was wondering, "wat the hell" . and half hr later, They appeared with a CAKE!!! and all of them like small children sang a bithday song for me. My cousin derrick was working late shift, he took time-off and took a cab down to fetch me as i was near dead drunk and i couldnt drive. Its was such an amazing gesture from the boys. It was simple and so fun. I know u probaly had better, but what i am saying is, hw many MALE friends are so sensitive. My goodness. . I love u guys. Thanks to my wife for the night of freedom too.=)
********* (5th november) I was late from work as usual. My mother, glenn,sarah and jeslin was waiting for me at Merchant Court Hotel for a birthday dinner. The food was amazing. My wife suprised me with this beautiful Belt from Armani!!!! adding to the awesome suprise, my sister got me a braun buffel Car key pouch!! I love this 2 presents. Its what i wanted EXACTly!!!!
Tuesday, 6 November 2007
superimportnights
SUPER IMPORT NIGHTS!!!! November 8th- 11th. Singapore Expo I am so excited. Kt So is gonna be there. She is that Hot Puss On the top picture. Models From around the world and all the Powerful cars are there to exhibit. My Subaru club is gonna be there and i am Simply Thrilled!!!!!!!! www.superimportnights.com --> Details of the Event. www.Kt-so.com --> $9.95 a month and u get to see all the candid and exhitbition of her Ass. i am contemplating by the way. Dont miss this For ANything!! (for the record, i am not selling the tickets )
***************** ITS THE TIME OF THE YEAR!! MY BIRTHDAY!! Sadly, i am NOT celebrating it. Its gonna be a small gathering in fact @ CLINIC. For my close friends only. Defintely unlike my 21st birthday last year, With the Ballroom, Host and performance and not forgetting RUSH DJ!! But this year would be quiet.=) i prefer it this way. 
Friday, 2 November 2007
muffle

Tuesday, 30 October 2007
the wedding
---------- The Wedding Of Atwell & Jeslin ------------
* This is the 43 Tables at MERCHANT COURT SWISSOTEL Ballroom*
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********* Last night went to Aizhen's pub as she is celebrating her bday. I saw alot of friends there. But the main point is that, EVERYONE SAID I PUT ON ALOT OF WEIGHT!!!!!
Cindy: wah atwell u fat liao!
Aizhen: Err u put on abit lor.
Jimmy: You are a FAT Boy Now. My god!!
All my boys: wah bro, no more style. no more image. Wat the Fcuk.
Let me tell u now. The DIET has Began. 1 mnths time and you'll see style once again
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My next post, i'll be uploading some of my wedding pics. Be excited. Be Very Excited.
Friday, 26 October 2007
ooooo!!!

******* Just to fill in a little . Wednesday was a tiny weenie catch up session, Kimsoon, Lianghui, Nigel & Me. We chilled at a pub nigel brought us, the atmosphere was nice, cosy and classy. Adding a european touch. But GOD FORBID! It is situauted at Geylang.
Yeah, so thats about all folks....
holo

Saturday, 20 October 2007

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********* I Went to Garry's wedding last night. The atmosphere was gorgeous. Though its not a grand wedding, but the bonding and the effects were glamourous. Almost teared. CONGRATS GARRY!!!!! Later I am going to play MAHJONG. . . . At night there's a BBQ at pasir ris again!! YipEeeEEEeee!!!
Thursday, 18 October 2007
r

Wednesday, 17 October 2007
Carspassion
******* Recently some of my frends and ex customers called me as they wants to get a Car, I suddenly feel so excited and make all the arrangements for them. It just haps me up! I guess afterall my passion is in selling cars. I was selling cars 2 years ago and managed to interact with many other agents and thus has many contacts. Really miss selling cars. Just put a smile on my face. But i quarreled with my Manager thats why i left. My sales was splendid but i didnt get direct commission for ALL the cars i sold. It was because he put himself as 2nd party and i was 3rd party. he's a real Son Of a Bitc*.
Monday, 15 October 2007
notaperve

Friday, 12 October 2007
the
******** Drank last night, damn! while driving I hit onto the back part of a curb and my bumper came off. Going to the workshop later.
Wednesday, 10 October 2007
god...222222

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