Monday, 10 March 2008
****** For the past month i tot to myself that Baby Ezekell is abit spoiled and is always crying for attention. I grit my teeth and hold back from giving her that attention that may spoil her.
** But i have come to my senses. "SO WHAT IF SHE's Spoiled? She jus wants the hugs and kisses." In many months to come, She may not even want the snuggles and hugs already.
( In future, i don't want her to go out into society to look for men that will replace her daddy's love she never had. Therefore, I will be the closest to her. I will never forsake or neglect her. This is my Promise to my Daughter.)
I'll be going to a Shipping Surveyor course in June 2008. Its held in America, but thank goodness it graced Kuala Lumpur this year. I'll be going with Big James as Xiang has already passed the course. I am so excited cos its my Dream to be a Surveyor. especially when i could work for JOTUN or Nippon right after i passed. All thanks to Xiang's help. His dad's company sponsored me and james for the course. ( Not Monetary but Experience wise) Without the paper work and Recommendation, I am not eligible for the course. I will do my best for this exam. Wait till you hear the $$$ it brings.. You will be suprised. So Godblessed suprised. *Winks
hold me now at 9:26 am
